![]() Seven months after Christi’s death, I’m still living in “that didn’t really happen” mode to get me through each day. I was just hoping they didn’t ask if I had children because I no longer know what to say – am I the mother of one or two? And if I admit two then I have to explain and it’s just sooooooo hard. Well, wouldn’t you know, they boarded the plane and sat beside me. Some of these little babies are diagnosed and dead within months." ![]() Talking to Shayne on the phone I said through my tears trying to comfort myself, "At least we had four years with her knowing it was only a matter of time. I watched the two of them interact and was saddened that I'd never be able to share that special time with Christi. Going to airports is always hard for me now because Christi and I traveled so much together throughout her years of treatment, the memories are always fresh and painful. As I boarded my plane this morning looking forward to meeting “The Awesome and Amazing Erin’s” mom in Houston today, I noticed an attractive mom with her daughter – who looked to be a college student.
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